imma.human

2009-01-27T00:21:00.003+08:00

opps,this blog is no longer in use.
i've changed a blog.
ask me for my new url:)

thanks to some stupid people.

but hohoho,you cant find my blog now.

at least for NOW.

i'm not gonna private it,so find it if you can:)

we'll play hide and seek.

i'll hide and you can seek.

2009-01-26T00:37:00.005+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR people:)

and say hello to the cow!!!

well,i had reunion dinner at home this year and there's so much food.loads of them and that make me,the little girl,a really happy one,wahahahs.

there were so much food and it was as though we were ready to feed a platoon of people.i'm not exaggerating(?)

anyways,i had so much of food that my tummy was practically bloated.monster had way too much that she kept rushing to the toilet.but hahas,it's just once a year,so i'm open to all the fats:)

alrights,that about all,so pictures and bye bye.

2009-01-20T20:10:00.003+08:00

school have been so torturing lately.
tests and tests,they just come all together.
well,it's really sad because every test seems so important.

actually,i have nothing much to blog about,just that i'm feeling very bored right now and i'm trying so freaking hard to memorise everything i need to know for tomorrow's chemistry mock exam.how i wish i had a brain that would capture things and get into my head for as long as possible.or maybe i wish i had a friend like doraemon,whereby he have all sorts of ideas to help you.one of them is putting a bread inbetween the book and eat up the bread.tadah,and you have all the knowledge in your brain,hehe.

alrights,thats about all,wish me good luck for tomorrow's test:)

2009-01-16T19:24:00.002+08:00

hey there,it's been a week ago since i've last blogged and once again,it's not because of my busy schedule,it's simply because i'm just way too lazy and also,i've got no idea of what to blog about,so yea,i'll think as i blog.but i suppose i haven really gone bored blogging,so yea.this blog will keep on going so long as me,HILDA TAN,is alive:)
yups,speaking of hildatan.i thought it'll really be cool to have a change of name,like lincoln.though some people think that it might be stupid to change their own names,but i think it's really important that you're being called by the name you really liked,not because your parents gave it to you.
well,i do agree that it's a gift from our parents and most people would cherish it.however,for my case,i feel that somehow,my name suck because not many people can pronounce it properly,or rather,they,including myself,are just lazy to pronounce the name properly-.-so,thats kinda sad because like,people don't pronounce your name the way it's supposed to be and sometimes,you'll get really frustrated.
also,if you're like me,who often meet some cheena piangs,not quite often actually,who pronounce my name far from the way it's supposed to be,it'll really turn out as a joke-.-i have people calling me all sorts of wierd names which is really what the heck.if that's the case,then i'll rather be called AH MOCK(inside joke):P
if only the charges weren't that expensive,i'm sure my parents will change my name,hahas.maybe if i really get to change my name,i'll have a chinese name for myself:)well,i often have people asking me if i'm a chinese or not just because i don't have a chinese name.but that's plain stupidity.who claims that a chinese must have a chinese name?i seriously don't feel that that's disgraceful.

putting that aside.school this week really sucked badly to me.
firstly,my skirt got caught because of it's length-.-
well,they claim that my skirt is short and it really pisses me off.is it just my luck or what?
i'm not trying to push the blames or whatever,trying to say that i'm not wrong.i do agree that my skirt is short,since it's above the knee and blah blah blah,not quite up to the school's standard.but why aren't the other girls caught?oh please,some skirts are way shorter than mine and you'll be able to see their undies if they're climbing up the stairs.just observe,and you'll find loads of them.it's pretty obvious.
i have finally come to two conclusions.
blind and favourtism.
another issue.
my SHOES.
seriously,what the heck is exactly wrong with my shoes-.-i've already tried to put on some shoe white on it,so as to cover the black part of the shoe,but well,it's still not enough.damn it,i shouldn't have even whitened the shoes,fucking make my shoes look disgusting-.-and i cant imagine myself still wearing it.
anyways,apart from those that spoilt my day.tests and figuring of the chemical equations are driving me nuts as well.
i finally realise how important one's foundation is.
it's like,without a good foudation,the whole building will collapse,which is what exactly happening to me now.
i flunked the whole sec 3 paper.oh,did i mention that i didn't really make it through sec 3?yea,not many people know it because it's not something to be proud of.so,sometimes i really do count myself fortunate because i'm where i am today but just still not contented.as i was saying,foundation.my sec 1,2,3s work are really weak hence it's really hard for me to catch up because there's seriously not much time left.it's already the end of week 2 and it's totally impossible to go all the way back to sec 1s work and start all over again-.-
then,we had POA test and damn it,when i got back the paper,i started asking myself why did i make such an idiot mistake-.-i did pass the test but i thought it could have been done better.
for chemistry,it really took me loads of effort figuring out the damn chemical equation and thank goodness,i pass.or else,i'll really cry.and that's the only thing i'm capable of doing.yups,unfortunately.
and of course,i didn't pass the paper myself,i did have some help from my dearest friends,who tried so hard explaining it to me:)
and to poor kin loong,who finally manage to teach me until i understand.but now,he is the one who got confused and didn't understand it anymore:P

so on thursday,we had a change of our seats once again,which i thought it seriously is unfair.why is it only my kampong that always gets the break up.all five of us were scattered.and when i say scattered,i mean really far apart from each other.now,i'm sitting with izzul,and i hope things would just get better because he's kinda quiet and i'm not those kinda people who like talking to strangers,or maybe,i'm just not socialable.so if you were to ask me how on earth i get my friends,i seriously have no idea either.they just come naturally.i might seem outspoken,but that's only to people whom i really know.or else,i'll be as quiet as an ant and there's no doubts for that:)

so as for today,i had NPCC trainings in the afternoons.the sec 1s joined us today and well,i think we've really came a long way to where we are today because we were once as jia latt as the sec 1s.seriously,we simply cant control them-.-they're just not taking instructions and we've gotta teach them from scratch.that's kinda sad because we're all so use to having a goody good squad.at least way better than the sec 1s.but yea,people do get better as time goes:)

alrights,and once again,chinese new year is coming.
why is the whole world telling me that they're not excited???
it's chinese new year people.
well,actually,i cant exactly explain why am i that excited but hmm,it's a happy occasion.
good time for a break and to let go all your worries for the moment and of course,the ang baos~
so,chinese new year is like approximately a week from now but my house is still not done up yet-.-
no worries,we'll chiong it out at the very last minute:)

so yea,that's about all for this week's post.bye people~

to chua yong kiat:

i confirm this time's post have no mistakes because i've checked it many many times:)

2009-01-09T19:25:00.002+08:00

hey guys,sorry for not blogging for such a long time because i've been rather lazy recently plus there's nothing so special to talk about.school life have been all the same almost every single day.the only fun you can find is to find fun yourself-.-i know it doesn't exactly make sense at all.
anyways,it's just a week of school and i tell you,it seriously suck.well,i kinda got used to sleeping early already so that's not the point that suck.the point that suck is because school life is really hectic and at some point in time,you just feel like crying.we had our first 2 tests on just the second day of school which i thought was kinda early.back in those honeymoon years,like how the teachers have described,on the second day of school we'll still be sort of like getting to know each other and seeing our new techers and blah blah blah so nothing tedious actually.
alrights,so this year,we'll be having three prelims which i've already heard it for like the forth time this year.every teacher that comes in have been emphasising so much on it.yes,and i've realised how crucial this year is.sometimes i feel that i might not be able to make it,so yea,that keeps me so worried.i know i don't look or sound like one,but yes,i am.and i'm glad that i am or else,i should really start worrying for myself.at least for now,i just hope that i'll be able to make it and move on to some higher institutions and get out of this school because it seriously is driving me nuts.
anyways,
yups,we finally have a POA teacher and i meant teacher.not those kinda relieve teacher who doesn't even deserved to be called as a teacher because most of the time,their teaching suck or maybe i should put it this way,they simply have no control over the class.thank god it's the end of those relieve teachers' lesson.seriously,if we were to have a good teacher from the start,all of our poa results will turn out to be fantastic.unfortunately,that isn't the case.or maybe it just applies to me and i really really needa do something about my poa before everything turns out to be too late.
so as i was saying,we finally have a poa teacher,she's ms thomas.although she kinda have an attitude problem,i have to agree that her teaching is really good.at least,i learnt something and at least i got my trading,profit and loss right:)i'm really proud of that.i've been trying so hard understanding that bloody thing,and yups,hard work do pay off.
as for english,it's still mdm lau and i'm glad it's still her.however,i'm still kinda worried for my english because well,english is really so important that it's still important.also,recently i realised that i seriously cant write anymore essays.damn it,i've got no good ideas for essays anymore.not only does it applies to english,it's also the same as for chinese.there was one night when i was trying to finish up my english holiday assignments when i realised that damn it,i seriously don't know how to start on the essay and i almost broke down:(
as for today,school's still as boring plus we have NPCC in the afternoons,so that's double the torture.yups,after such a long time,i've finally decided that i should face the reality and go back for my npcc training.however,i didn't enjoy it at all.but well,i still gotta endure it for at least another three to four months before my batch can step down:(i really cant wait for the day.like what felicia said,the passion just isn't there anymore.
tomorrow is CCA open house day and i cant imagine myself pulling the sec ones into npcc and telling them how fun npcc is because well,that will so much be like a lie.but maybe it was fun in the beginning,just that in the end...well...people do get tired of some stuffs after doing it for a long time and unfortunately,i'm just one of them.
yups,and speaking of npcc,that leads me into another issue about my skipping of trainings during the holidays.well,we do have to pay a price for everything we do hence i'll remain as a sergeant for the rest of my npcc hood because there's no way that i'm gonna get promoted.well,i think i shouldn't complain much about that since i gave up a chance that was given to me.so yups,i should say 我看开了.
so anyways,today's training really is a torture.just got alot of scoldings because we were no where near the end of the cca open house preaprations which is tomorrow.somehow i felt that our booth is a little too empty.as compared to the ncc's,i feel that theirs' are more occupied.let's just hope that it'll be really smooth tomorrow so that our dear felicia wont have a hard time.
and just one last thing to blog about.chinese new year is round the corner and i'm really excited for it despite knowing the fact that after the chinese new year,all the remedials will start and i'll have alot and alot of stuffs to do.so yea,i'll enjoy myself while i still can and at the same time,study as hard as possible while i still can before everything gets really too late and there'll not be any turning back.the o lvl results will be released this coming monday and well,like what so many of them have mentioned,somewhere near this time next year will be our turn and i do hope that i'll have a wide smile on my face then.and even if i do cry,it'll only be the tears of joy:)
i do have alot of hopes for my future as i really really want to live good next time.i know it's really random to post this but well...who doesn't hope to have a good life.that's the only reason to why people are studying so hard aint it?don't tell me it's because you just don't wanna lose face.oh please,that's just crap!!!
oh god,this is really a very wordy post so well,kudos to you if you've finished reading it:)
till the next post,bye people~

2009-01-04T00:04:00.003+08:00

hey guys,
yesterday was the first day of school and it was hell to me because i only had 2 hours of pathetic sleep-.-
well,basically i didn't really enjoy myself other then meeting up with all my girls once again:)
the moment everybody came,we started chatting non stop about everything and i sort of feel that the concourse became noisy,hahas.that's girls~
so,mr bala is the form teacher of 4E2 this year,which is my class.i still don't know if he is nice or not,but the e3s have been saying that he is good,so well,we'll see...
my chinese teacher remained the same and i'm so glad it is the same:)
we had a change of physics teacher and i tell ya,i'm gonna flunk yet another physics paper-.-somehow,i think he won't have any control over our class.
and yea,that was school.
after school,i had mahjong session again:)hehe.well,i just have the urge to play mahjong since i don't know when,hahas.

as for today,i went shopping once again over at orchard.
first stop was cotton on @ wisma.i wanted to get two pairs of shorts over there,but there isn't my size AGAIN.it's so pissing me off.
second stop was over at far east.there,i got a blinky white top and a girly skirt which i kinda feel that the outfit makes me look very shun nu,hehe.i had my chippys vinegar batter fish with fries which i've been craving for it for a long long time.it's still as nice:)cheap and good you know:)
so anyways,after that was bowling session @ orchird country club after a long long time.i had only a game because i was way too tired.

anyways,i think i'm craving for way too many stuffs.
i crave for sushi.
i crave for the cheese cake from hilton hotel.
i crave for high tea at goodwood park.
i crave for kuishin bo.
i crave for gelato ice cream.
i crave for dangos.
i crave for bak kut teh @ mohammad sultan.
i crave for aged cheese.

haix...but well,that's the end of my post,bye people~

2008-12-31T18:36:00.008+08:00

let this be the last post for the year.

and yeaps,today is the last day of 2008.but then again,what's there about to get so excited-.-

when the clock strikes 12(+one second),it will be just a day to school reopen.

well oh well,i'm neither excited nor sad about going back to school just that i'm sure i'm gonna miss those night chats and all the going outs.

two months of holiday just went past like that and the next good holiday is gonna be the end of next year,after all the stressful exams-.-

anyways,yesterday was out with cindy and all the usual guys to kbox @ marina square.

yeaps,we had a changed of place because i'm kinda bored of cineleisure,hehe.i call the shots:)

we sang all the way till 7pm and it's just two words to describe,SHIOK and FUN!!!

and like omgomg,we camwhore all the way,hahas.

as for today,i went out with my dearest carmen once again.down to the same old places(chinatown & orchard).didn't really camwhore much because there wasnt much interesting stuffs.

so anyways,i bought yet another dress and a set of bra.i wanted to buy a black flat shoes but well,out of size.awww~it's really sad man because the pair of shoe is really pretty:(

i think i'm all ready for chinese new year man,hahahhhas.

anyways,then it was finally HOME:)

my legs are aching,shit...

PICTURES!

-yesterday

-today

2008-12-28T01:39:00.010+08:00

christmas is over and new year is coming.

time flies really fast and in 10 years time,we'll all be old.

it seems like i really like saying that.

anyways,christmas eve and christmas was fun:)

i spent my christmas eve over at my dearest carmen's house and the food was fantastic:)

we had beef,chicken,ham,salad,salmon and some sandwish thingy which was good.i kinda liked it.

we had jelly,popcorn,brazil nuts,haegendaz ice cream,brownie,durian log cake,chocolates and blah blah blah.

and of course,i had my mahjong session over there.i know it's not exactly the right time for gambling because it's christmas,but then again,christmas is the time to give but unfortunately,i was the one who was giving,not the one receiving:P

gambled till early in the morning,like 2.15.well,didn't really played long because i was way too tired,i kept yawning throughout the game-.-

on christmas day itself i spent my day with jin min and maurice.

well,basically i went to a church and i know it's kinda unexpected.like,i'm a devoted buddhist right.but,i went to the temple the next day for confession,hahas.i was guilty.

(actually,it was pure conincidental:)

so anyways,after that went over to wisma and taka and far east and maurice's house.

and guess who i saw over at taka?

i met caroline:)

it has been ages since we last met and it has been so long ever since we hugged each other that tight:)

i swear i'm gonna meet her up really soon,ehehe.

she promised me.

so,window shopped at far east and i tell you,i'm so tempted to buy everything i see.

iwishediwastheonlydaughter,hahas.unfortunatelyi'mnot:P

and it was boxing day yesterday.i don't really know what that day is but guessed,it's just another friday except my mummy went on leave:)

great day because my daddy bought me a school bag.

well,it wasn't a planned one because at first i was thinking maybe i should like just save money since i still have a usable bagpack.

it's very rare for me to think that way~

so anyways,i still decided to buy a bagpack la,hahas.it's very cute and i like it:)

i'll be bringing that to school.

then i got my school shoes.it's very nice too.i've got good taste:)

i'll be wearing that to school,like duh~

i got my school skirt altered so in other words,i'm kinda ready for school.

down to bugis and like i've mentioned earlier on,i went to the temple.i got my school bag from there.i bought a shirt there too:)

then anyways,had dinner over at suntec city.it was steamboat once again.i just had it like last week-.-

it's been a very long time since i've last been to that place for food,but it's nice:)

as for today,i went out again.this time with my dearest carmen and her daddy mummy plus my mummy:)

first was down to thomson for pasta then down to gain city to buy some stuffs for the house because chinese new year is coming in no time.

my mummy bought me a camera:)

i love it please.now,i don't have to snatch the camera from my ever-so-annoying sister because we'll end up quarelling and i'll be the one at the losing end-.-

we just quarelled on christmas eve and i tell you,i have bruises all over me now.

i'll be uploading some pictures later on,and you'll sure be able to spot a few bruises-.-

*child abusing man*

anyways,putting that aside.

it was down to plaza singapura for i don't know what.

carmen and i was just window shopping and camp whoring:)

i love that,hahas.

after that we went to ang mo kio to buy some stuffs.

mummy bought a vaccum cleaner over at courts,and i tell you,that vaccum cleaner looked damn sucky.

and carmen bought me a pencil case and like of course i'm bringing that to school.it's special and i'm sure i'll be the only one with that pencil case,hahahahhas.

then it was dinner and finally home.

well,i've been shopping really alot lately and i'm getting tired of it already.

grrrr~

my legs are aching and i think i need just another pair of shoes~

anyways,picture time:)

the pasta we had.

over at plaza singapura.

and finally,courts!!!

the pictures are funny,arent they?

No common topic,

it sucked so badly.

i'm struggling.

2008-12-23T01:18:00.004+08:00

christmas is coming,new year starting and school's starting like next week.

awww,i'm really really sad:(

seriously,the thought of school is one word,"sucky".

i have yet to finish my holiday assignments and it's making me very gan chiong.i wonder if i'll be able to finish it-.-i haven even started on english.idiot!!!

i'm suppose to have study session tmr but i decided to give it up and go for mahjong session instead.it's been almost a month since i've last touched the mahjong.grrr~

it's alright,tmr's mahjong and wednesday is mahjong day again.

*smiles all the way*

anyways,i've been shopping really alot recently due to the christmas,but it's so stupid because i don't get anything for myself-.-i'm broke.seriously,very broke.

no money for more clothes,more bags and most importantly,more SHOES!!!

so yea,PICTURES!!!

saturday

out with yy,gina,cindy and phang to celebrate yy's birthday.she's like finally 15,woots~

went to takashimaya,wisma and far east.

since im broke,i got nothing for myself.

i saw some really nice guys formals and i wanted to get them so badly for myself:)

they say i look like i'm choosing shirts for my boyfriend when i was looking at those formals,hhas.i wish i was too:)

met my mummy at funan later on and i sort of lost my way.what a joke!!!

i thought raffles city is in raffles place to i got off at raffles place trying to find the peninsula plaza-.-

but all that i saw are tall tall buildings.thank god i didn't walk out of the MRT station because i bet i'll lose my way and i'll start calling the whole world for help:P

just like the other time,which happened earlier in this year.i almost got lost in dhoby gought(?) MRT station because it was so huge and i cant find my way to my mrt.i don't know what line is that but i know it states via woodlands:)

anyways,all for that.

met my mummy and went shopping around for laptops.not for me,for my daddy:(

then after that was down to centrepoint and still i got nothing for myself but i got some stuffs for my dearest friends.it's so uber nice:)

and it was home.

on sunday,i went to centrepoint again.so boring there.no nice food and not alot of nice stuffs for me.

i saw this formal and i thought it's nice,but my mummy say that it's not-.-

anyways,whatever,i'm gonna get one real soon,i don't care.

then it was dinner at the mushroom pot which was not that fantabulous.i don't like it.

no more next time there~

hmph!!!

alrights,the end.bye people~

2008-12-20T01:07:00.009+08:00

shopping on weekdays,like FINALLY!!!

yups,despite all the outings with friends and so on,i haven really gone shopping during the weekdays.it's way better to shop during the weekdays than the weekends.why?

because there will be loads of people everywhere and everywhere is damn packed!!!plus,if you were to take public transport,you'll just have to squeeze into the train and get "bua-ed" by anybody-.-and if you planned to buy some stuffs,you'll have to be prepared to queue for a damn long time.

so anyways,i spent my afternoons in ikea @tampines and it was so much fun and i tell you,i was so smart because i found my way there:)spent alot of time over there because carmen and i was trying to get the right stuffs for the right people and we always get attracted by other nicer stuffs.so it was rather hard for us to make our decisions on what we really wanted to buy.and it was so tiring and torturing because my menses came and as usual,i'll have damn bad cramps.girls oh girls~but one thing to be proud of is that i survived a day with cramps without taking my "pink-pills".

so after that was down to chinatown,it was a last minute plan but still...

i had to carry my stuffs bought from ikea all the way to chinatown.damn,do you know how far apart they are from each other and how heavy the damn things are!!!so anyways,i still survived-.-

as usual,chinatown=mango desert.

we had our dinner over there,xiao long bao and some kang kong cuttlefish thingy,it's really cheap and good.then we went on with my desert at the same old shop:)

walked to people's park complex and i got some ribbons over there,it's uber nice because i chose it,hahas.and after all the shopping,all the walking,i finally reached home!!!

*smiles~smiles~smiles*

PICTURES!!!

some are really retarded-.-

and i had my second cut while i was cutting the vegetables just now:(LOLS,damn careless-.-

bye people~

2008-12-19T00:30:00.005+08:00

oh gawd~
my legs hurt so badly.wondering why yea?

well,girls like me,simply love wearing heels,so regardless of how torturing it is to my lovely legs,i'll still insist to wear them.and that makes me wonder how do those actress in "the house bunny" stand it,their heels are like way way higher,perhaps 10 inches.mine to theirs,it's far from it.but then again,10 inches?you must be kidding.

anyways,i had another wedding dinner this evening and it's already the fifth one this year if i'm not wrong.but thank god,it's the last one.

this wedding dinner is slightly different.they have chinese speaking MC.walao,it's damn chinahrian-.-and the MC is freaking irritating,seriously,i cant stand him and his so cold jokes.i understand that christmas is coming and blah blah blah,some where out there is snowing,so seriously,he don't have to make it even colder-.-.so yea,but other than that,i think the rest was alright.

anyways,i'll stop here,so PICTURES!!!

dish number one.

bye~

2008-12-18T01:29:00.004+08:00

damn it.i've been trying so hard to diet yet my sister has been asking me to eat almost every night.in other words,all those toleration in the day is totally wasted although i know i've not been tolerating much since then,hehe:)

i think by skipping meals to lose weight is never easy because you needa resist all the temptations,so maybe exercising is still the best way out.but well,i just don't like to get myself all so sticky.i'd rather die of hunger than to die of stickiness-.-but if i had a choice,i wouldn't skip meals nor will i exercise,i'll eat laxatives,hahas.but i think i wouldn't go to the extent yet:)

anyways,all for that.

i spent my day out with my usual group of friends.this time,we had a change of venue to have our fun,we went to east coast park and the way there was such a torture.and yes,we got lost.we went into some estate part of marine parade and we nearly go into the police station to seek for help-.-thank god we didn't,or else it'll be so embarassing!!!

so anyways,cycled and played in the beach and i'm so tired right now.the bicycle rental shops have this promotion "1hr free 1hr" thingy,so yea,in other words,if you were to rent a bike for an hour,you'll have an extra hour to cycle,so in the end we cycled for 2 hrs.LOLS,our legs turned wobbly but i suppose it's a good form of exercise,hahas.

dinner was over at sumo house and it's been so long since i've last been there.well,the food is still alright,pretty good and the price is damn good:)and once again,way better than pastamania,hahas.

and finally,HOME!!!

i was so tired that after bathing and watching xiao niang re,i fell right into the bed,hahas.but well,i'm awake again and now,talking over the phone with my stupid BFF.he is killing me and doesn't allow me to go back to sleep-.-

anyways,PICTURES:)

this is the baked rice at some hongkong restaurants,i thought it looked pretty cool,hahs.

2008-12-14T20:38:00.004+08:00

today's post aint gonna be a damn wordy one because i seriously cant think of anything to write about so i'll just post a couple of pictures.

i made PASTA SALAD and like what rachel ray always say,if you do watch her show,she'll go like "mm-mm-mm-mm-mm!!"

go figure that out yourself-.-

the cooked spirals.

the green apples soacked in salt water to prevent it from browning.

duh~it's general knowledge.

if not you can call yourself a "kuku":)

the whole lot of fruits which include strawberry,mini-oranges and persimmon.

the dressing which includes lemon juice,evapourated milk,mayonese and sugar:)

the end product.i added prawns,raisins and sunflower seed too,but i didn't take a picture of those:P

anyways,i'm having toothache at the back of my row of teeth-.-is it because i've been eating lemon like how you people have your oranges-.-but i don't like oranges however,that doesn't mean that i don't like cindy ok-.-maybe the acidic lemon just somehow corode my gums???possible right.if i'm not wrong,lemon is PH2,LOLS!!!as acidic as your tummy or maybe too much of it might cause a hole in your little stomach-.-

2008-12-13T23:53:00.004+08:00

it has been a week since i've last blogged because i've been doing the same old stuffs every single day,there's basically nothing special about life.
anyways,today's post aint going to be me telling you guys about how's my life and blah blah blah.this post is dedicated to my dearest BFF whose ass is currently stucked in genting leaving me,the loner,in singapore-.-
for your information,
BFF is not Blur Fuck Face,neither is it BoyFriend Forever.it's Best Friends Forever:)
well,dont be jealous people,or rather,you should be jealous because you won't be able to find such a good BFF else where in the world.even if you did,it won't be as good as mine:)and me,being so selfish,i'm not gonna share it with you,hmph!!!
LOLS,the way i put it is as if kin loong's my boyfriend-.-nah,we're purely friends:)
and to cheah kin loong:
faster come back la.then we can go for our early morning breakfast and mid night chats:)oh,and i did keep my promise,i dedicated a post to you:)
oh,btw,i was thinking if i should go for a nose piercing,what do you guys think?i thought it's seriously cool:)

alrights,that's about all for this post:)

2008-12-07T00:22:00.007+08:00

it's a so long long day for me today.

seriously,i'm aching all over due to too much of walking,hahas.i've been out since 1245 in the afternoon and i just reached home not long ago.

so,it's 6th of december which means my dearest carmen is going off to vietnam and i'm so gonna miss her!!!actually,i just miss her pair of hands.she's one of my mahjong khaki.haix,and now,i cant play mahkong for almost a week-.-that's pretty sad.but i'm not a gambler though my mummy says i have potential to become one,hahas.
after sending them off was down to sim lim square to check out some laptop prices because my mummy wants to get one but it's not for me:(i want just that mini mini one although i know i can do nothing with it but it's just so cute,omg omg!!!but whatever.i'll wait patiently for next year:)i might just get one,but if i were to get it next year then i don't think i just want that small little cute cute one,ehehe.if mummy is really that nice that she'll buy me one,i'm gonna get a red or pink one.walao,damn chio la:)

anyways,then after that was down to marina square for yuki yaki:)it's been donkey years since i last had it and it's still as nice as last time's:)but well,you always have to wait for good stuffs so i waited for almost an hour to get a seat,but well,i don't really mind.while waiting,mummy and i went walking around and i got myself a pair of heels:)super uber chio.i'm still considering whether or not should i get the pink canvas heels.it's very cute but i don't know what should i match it with plus won't it be a waste to buy yet another pair of heels when i already have something like that just that it's slightly higher.i think the one i have is 3 inch and the one i saw should be only 2 inch.yea,i love wearing high high heels because one of the main reasons is that i'm short,hahas.i'd love to grow up to 165.i know,alot of you are already there-.-

then we went into some crocs shop and omg,i saw a pair of shoes that i just love it so much.it's not those hole-y kinda ordinary design.it's still not very common everywhere so i think i'm gonna get it.but the price is just a little too high.i could pay for a dress with that amount and go to kbox at least 3 times.yea,it's almost $60.but it's really comfy therefore i've decided to get it after chinese new year when i have all my ang baos collected:)but it'll too be so nice if my dear friends get that pair of shoes for my christmas,then i wont have to wait for such a long time or maybe my dear BFF would get it for me,hahs.what do you think my dear BFF???hhas,nah,i'm just kidding.

alrights,that's about all and i shall end off with pictures!!!

changi airport.

somehow,she's my long lost twin.people always say we look alike,do we?yuki and yaki restaurant.

and lastly,ME!!!oh ya,i had a hair cut on friday.

2008-12-06T01:28:00.004+08:00

BAKED!!!

yups.i baked a cheesecake.actually,not really me.mummy was giving the instructions while i just add all the ingredients into the mixture.well,it's just a piece of cake to me:)i'm not being proud,it's seriously simple.you can try it out if you want to:)

so yea,pictures but the pictures aint really clear because monster took the camera hence using my handphone's camera-.-suck to the max and I WANT A NEW PHONE!!!

first,you take out all the ingredients you need from the fridge.but i didn't take a picture of ALL the ingredients,so yea.

second,you have to mash the orea biscuit because that's gonna be the crust/base of the cake.

then you gotta add some butter in them so that it kinda like stick together.

third,mix all the other ingredients together.

sour cream,sugar,all purpose flour,egg,philidelphia(spelling?)cheese,vanilla essence and blah blah blah...

fourth,add the pieces of oreo into the mixture and my blur mummy almost forgot to add in the chunks of oreo-.-then pour them over the oreo crust/base and it's ready to get into the oven.

TADA!!!end product.but it's still not ready because it needs to be chilled.it'll be kinda wierd to have warm cheesecake,wont it???

hahas,sounds and looks really easy yea:)

it's gonna taste great because i made it and i'm not gonna share it with YOU!!!

muahahahahaahs.

2008-12-03T22:30:00.005+08:00

it was a day at KBOX once again but this time,it's seems to take forever for the whole damn session to end-.-

but overall,i still enjoyed.which outing did i not enjoy????LOLS.

so yea,for this time,cindy,phang,gina,yil yiing,daphne,kl and yk plus myself went.poor jm have to stay at home due to his weak body,hahaha.

to JM:

don't get too jealous until you feel like killing yourself when you see those pictures(bottom).

alrights,thats all for the typing,let the picture do the talking.

candids!!!the end,bye~

2008-11-30T04:13:00.004+08:00

wow!it's so freaking early in the morning right now:)

and our dear hilda is still not asleep.

well,sleeping has been really hard for me these days.i can get all so tired and i just cant go to sleep.is this known as insomia?should i see a doctor?maybe he'll give me some sleeping pills and make sleeping easier for me.it's so wierd,i cant sleep at night and i sleep so much in the day-.-i can sleep the whole of the afternoon.oh no,what have i done!have i changed my whole biological clock?day turns night and night turns day.damn it,i think i'll just die when school reopens which is just in a month time.

anyways,have you guys finished up your holiday assignments?

hahas,i've got loads of them to complete.just started not long ago together with jm.we went to burger king for study session and in the end,i got so tired.books just make me so wanna sleep but i cant sleep-.-what the fuck is this man,damn it!!!

one month of holiday have passed and thinking back,i realised that i've done nothing productive and i meant nothing,really nothing.

i skipped most of the NPCC training,or rather,all of them except for one meeting and i cant explain why either.

is it because i am sick and tired of it already?i'm starting to feel that it's more of a drag than a kinda fun.i used to enjoy it but now,i cant explain this wierd feeling.

i once said i wont give up on something without trying but i just gave up upon something that i've always wanted even without trying.i know,i shouldn't.i regretted.but what can be done now?seriously,nothing.

mummy is picking every bit of my flaws recently.

cant she just feel proud of me for once?

my bills went dodos,

daddy made me pay for it.

i got a huge hole in my pocket now.

quarelled with that pms bitch days ago

and she's just so damn ridiculous,

i cant get over it. and i'm not giving in.

sorry to say,but you'll remain transparent until then.

2008-11-27T22:17:00.001+08:00

PMS BITCH

2008-11-27T01:12:00.002+08:00

i'm so proud of myself:)
yups,this afternoon was study session with jm over at burger king.i finished like 3 maths paper and 2 chinese practices.just a few more to go and i'll be super free.
anyways,i'll be starting on my studies like from next week onwards.chinese tuition time is fixed so yea,i haven contact my maths tuitor yet,but i think i should do it as soon as possible,or else he'll not have a space for me.i'm still thinking whether or not should i have science tuition,i'm afraid i cant cope because i've been like slacking so much for science this year.
so yea,i'm starting to feel that next year is gonna be a real stressful year and i know,i'll just go crazy-.-
i just hope that the Os will end super soon and i can start all the fun:)
anyways,all for that,for now,i should just play as much as possible.
and i'll be having MAHJONG SESSION tomorrow once again:)
i'm so excited~

2008-11-25T20:50:00.002+08:00

did that picture scared the shit out of you?

yes,it did to me.

i was searching for some stuffs on the net and i saw that.it's freaking funny.

i want that kinda pacifier for my baby too,hahas.don't you guys think that it makes the baby look freaking like a joker.hahas.oh the caption for the picture was

"This little baby must have a real joker for a dad. Just out of his mothers womb and his dad has a set of joke teeth in his mouth. :)"

that's the one that made me laugh-.-

i know it's not exactly funny but you know,"laughing dot"(direct translation)is kinda low recently.i can just laugh for something which is like so so so not funny at all-.-

anyways,yesterday was a day at wild wild wet and i enjoyed myself,like always.since when did i ever say that a particular outing is boring.so yea,it was fun!!!i really liked the U-shaped thingy thing which was so thrilling.it's not for faint hearted people,or else,i think they'll be just scared to death-.-the water works thing was fun too,because cindy and i took it with the crazy fellows,hahas.and the tsunami thingy,like damn it,because of that i drank like loads of water,it's more than what i drink everyday-.-

had too much fun and i'm aching all over and bruises all over,hhaas.but i suppose it is all worth it:)and now,i can't wait for the next outing coming up.

KBOX?EAST COAST PARK?or some places we've never been together?

just too excited:P

2008-11-23T14:44:00.002+08:00

this is really pissing me off.
sometimes i really cant understand why do people want a phone for when they don't bloody pick up their phone calls.if you have friends or family members like that,then i suggest during the times of emergency,dont ever try calling them.the outcome will always be the same,they wont pick up the bloody phone.hence,you might just die if you're being kidnap-.-
grrrrr~
damn,i cant get over it-.-

2008-11-22T22:05:00.002+08:00

bad customer service.
i had lunch over at northpoint delifrance this afternoon since there are no other better places to go to for food.i just hope that after upgrading,northpoint will be filled with just so many many restaurants.
anyways,so stepped into delifrance.waited for a while but that can be forgiven.maybe because there were just not enough staffs there or something.
so,i suppose it's the manager,because his uniform is different,brought us to our seats and just went off like that-.-so i was like hey,where is the menu,is he like even getting it for me?????am i suppose to like imagine what you guys sell?so yea,me,being very pissed off just said excuse me in a kinda loud manner,asking the waiter to come over.my mummy was like "hmmm,that was loud".hahas,but well,i guess i'm just born with a loud voice.i think it's a good thing:)so then he brought the menu over and he took our orders.
lets just cut it short if not it's gonna like go on forever.
bad service no. 1: they don't give us the damn menu.
bad service no.2: i think they simply need some ettiquette(?) courses because they don't know what cutleries are for what kinda food.they gave me a soup spoon for my baked rice-.-gave my mummy only a fork for their huge sandwish and forgot everything about the knife-.-
bad service no.3: the waiter there simply have straight eyes-.-in other words,they only look straight,so if you were to wave at them,they won't be able to see it.or maybe they just pretend to not even see it-.-
bad service no.4: the food takes like forever to be served-.-

anyways,it's like,delifrance is moving from a cafe like concept into a bistro kinda concept,so i suppose it's of a better class?but the service isn't getting any better la eh.this will be the last time i ever step into that bloody restaurant.if i were to choose between pastamania and delifrance,i'd choose pastamania,at least the service there is like way way way better.even if the food isn't good,i'll still feel it's nice:)

2008-11-22T00:09:00.004+08:00

MAHJONG MARATHON
i totally enjoy playing mahjong to the max please.
i played mahjong for like almost half a day,from 1.40 to almost 10.
so satisfying.
earned quite a bit but thats not the point,it's because i did enjoy the game.not very stressed up anyways,it was like a very relaxing game,i love it:)at least,they're not kiasu people-.-muahahahahas
alrights,that's about all,so bye people~

2008-11-20T21:46:00.003+08:00

hey guys,it's been quite a few days since i've last blogged so decided that i should like at least type some stuffs here.
well,the main reason for not blogging is not because i'm a no lifer but because i do practically the same stuffs everyday,like mahjong:)i've been quite into the game recently.it's a game that involves alot alot alot of thinking-.-so hopefully,i'll become smarter???little bit no link eh~ha

anyways,have i mentioned my sales at the OCC?yea,it's a bazaar.i'm still not sure of the profit yet but i think we'll at least earn a little bit:)oh yea,my girlfriends and boyfriends came down to support so yea,thanks anyways:)appreaciated to the max man,muahahahahahahahah!!!
it's a good experience seriously.like you'll get to know how hard is it to earn money,hahahah.i think i'm gonna learn how to spend my money real wisely.you know,it's enough to kill me for just that two days,hah.

alrights thats about all tomorrow.more mahjong coming up!!!
yeah!!!

2008-11-14T22:33:00.002+08:00

2days of tiredness is seriously torturing.
yesterday was the most torturing day ever in my whole entire holiday life so far.
the whole thing goes like this.
it's like a holiday routine to have night chats with jm so there was no exception for the night before too.what made me so damn tired was that i didn't sleep the whole night until the next morning-.-why?because we went for breakfast right after the chat,so it was as early as 6 i suppose,hahas,good one man.
after that,when i reached home,i just fell flat on my bed and slept till 1pm-.-i could have just slept for a longer time,but well,i needa pull myself out from the bed for meeting-.-
i nearly died during the meeting because i was so damn tired.though we had to run a short distance,i really do appreciate that:Pat least i'm able to keep myself awake?hhas...
anyways,next week is gonna be a real hectic week for me because we'll be having training on every alternate days,so yea.unless i'm not chosen for GOH,then the week will be less hectic,but still,GOH!who doesn't wanna get in-.-of course i'll put in my best.
as for today,spent almost the whole day getting the stuffs ready for tomorrow-.-yea,i was so tired once again because i slept damn late and woke up damn early-.-grrr,i wonder how those people on night shift tahan the tiredness man,if i were them,i would just die la.LOLS
alrights,that's about all people,bye bye~

2008-11-12T14:44:00.000+08:00

i think i'm gonna just rot the whole day at home today:)i don't plan to go anywhere because i'm way too tired-.-
anyways,yesterday was KBOX session,hence explaining the too tired and too much energy wasted.
i enjoyed myself,like duh~who doesn't.
unless the person doesn't like music,i bet that person must be a no lifer.why?because whatever i do is someone with life that would do:)
so met friends and off we headed to cineleisure.started all the LALALAS,and time just passes so fast,soon we all had to leave.
had dinner at pastamania and i swear it's gonna be the last time.don't you guys think that the food there simply suck big time?it just tasted wierd,and unfortunately,i simply do not know how to appreaciate them.too bad~i'll learn to appreaciate them when the food gets better-.-
anyways,after that,the initial plan was to go down to changi airport to meet those people who have gone to nepal.and yes,they came back yesterday:)but unfortunately,even before we could reach changi airport,they're already on their way home-.-so yea,missed that.
since it was still damn early,and i told momo that i'm gonna be home late,so why not just go to some places to slack.xin wang's opening today,not yesterday,so instead we went to KFC.and those gluttons,like jm,started eating again-.-wonder how many worms are there in his little tummy-.-
alrights,that's about all,so bye people~
*i didn't bring my camera along,so there isn't any pictures to be uploaded*

2008-11-11T23:15:00.000+08:00

too much fun,wasted too much energy therefore too tired to blog....
bye people~
till i get more sleep:)

2008-11-08T23:06:00.001+08:00

hey there,

it's once again saturday,so yea.

anyways,went for my cousin's 21st birthday and hmmm,actually,it wasn't as bad as i thought.and i'm sure you guys must be wondering how many cousins do i exactly have?in actual fact,i'm not very sure either.some are just so not close that i sometimes forget that they even exist.so many cousins,count me fortunate???i doubt so-.-

anyways,the beginning was rather boring,but towards the end,carmie,sarah and i started laming around,taking loads of super uber stupid pictures,and tada,here they are...

ps: i LOVE my hair style of the day:)

2008-11-07T23:02:00.001+08:00

i was back at my previous blog viewing all those long-long-time ago posts and i thought it was nice:)it was also then i realised how much i love taking pictures of myself.i suppose it'll definitely be nice if i were to look back at my posts again like maybe 10 years later?i'll be 25 by then,so old.how will all of us look like?hahas.

few years back,my relatives and all of us watched a video when our sisters were all still so young.it was taken in 1992,3rd may,when i'm still somewhere swimming.even though i wasn't in the video and haven exist,i still think it's a really nice video.hhas,all of them were so young and look uber cute.

and few months ago,my relatives and all of us watched a video on my uncle's wedding which i suppose it was taken 6 years ago.i was so young back then,and i was so mischevious.i bet i haven changed much since then.sometimes it's really nice to just take a look back at events and stuffs like that.and you'll realise that so damn alot of good memories just suddenly appear and of course,many of the funny looking people will also appear.my sister looked really terrible when she was young,and the whole world just started laughing when she appeared on the screen,hahas.

and also,few months ago,was watching my cousin's wedding video.it's so present.yups,the video was taken this year,and like i've changed so much since young.guess the only thing that hasnt changed is just still my character:)regardless of what negative comments i had,i think i should just love myself.maybe that's just how i react to such stuffs,so actually,i don't really mind if you just wanna comment on me.maybe,i'll improve on that certain thing but being myself is still very IMPORTANT:)like it or not:)
so yea,talking so much about myself growing,i'll post some of my growing up pictures which i think it's cute,hahas.

(less than a month old)

(i suppose it's my first passport photo)

BFF=blur fuck face,LOLS (after 1 year on earth)

(came in first in some baby contest show)

(2 years old)

(9 years old)

(sec 1)

(sec 2)

(sec 3)

when i still had my oh-so-great long hair~

(finally,i had a hair cut and NOW!!!)anyways,bye people~

2008-11-06T22:41:00.001+08:00

BORED!!!

it's just the second week of the school holidays but i'm already so sick and tired of it.everyday seems to be the same,slack slack and still slack.did nothing productive during the holidays man-.-

anyways,i've been so wanting to dye my hair.but the sad thing is,we'll have to go back for NPCC training soon.i suppose training for GOH and preparation for CCA open house?yea,almost same routine every year,hahas.lets just hope it's gonna be fun:)

for today,i went for a hair cut and obviously i just trimmed a little,and just very little.hahas,i think it'll be the last time i ever gonna have short hair.seriously still very depressed over it and i can't wait for my oh-so-great long hair to grow.i don't know what was i even thinking when i decided that i should have a change in my hairstyle.

alrights,thats about all because i don't really know what to blog about-.-

so bye people~

2008-11-06T01:07:00.000+08:00

testing,testing!!!
finally,i changed my blog url once again.this time it's not because of anything,its simply because i'm so very bored of one-toughcooki3.but it's still not deleted yet and i think i'll just leave it as it is,for memory purposes:)
alrights and as requested,i'm gonna credit BASTARD WEE for the blog url,haha thanks anyways.
alrights,that should be all for the first post of my new blog:)
bye darlings~